BEACH fever

In just 12 days I'll be here!! I'm so ready! Sitting here at my desk makes me even more ready to get out and go to the beach!  Gotta work on the tan ASAP! I should take a pic of my feet to show you just how white they are! geez..it's like i work outside wearing tennis shoes all the time... ugh! Only one week till the end of may, meaning my 10 months of hard work have paid off! I love my job because I LOVE having my summers OFF!! now if only my buddy brooklyn would get outta school so we can go lay out allllll darn day!

Summer 2011 one for the books...

Dear summer 2011,
You came a few weeks earlier than I had planned, however I guess it's ok.
This week is going to be spent going to the rec before the sun comes up, working very little before it gets warm outside, laying in the sun reading amazing books and lots of baseball games on tv.
Then Abigail and I will travel to Myrtle beach to spend some QT beach side with momma!! Then we will drive a few hours north to watch Mr Bradley Vance do his thing on the diamond.
New Orleans is next up.. NATA convention domination with Ms Abigail again!! Hopefully a lil time to see the wonderful Jennifer Kramer as well while in the area.
I'm hoping to spend some quality time with lil Alaina in July. Omaha zoo is calling our names. Along with a few other play dates!!
So summer please don't disappoint. I think your gonna be awesome and my expectations are high!
Love always
Beck


-- Post From My iPhone

Third Day -- Revelation

my life has led me down the road that's so uncertain
now i am left alone and i am broken
trying to find my way, trying to find that faith that's gone

this time, i know that you are holding all the answers
well i'm tired of losing hope and taking chances
on roads that never seem to be the ones that bring me home

give me revelation, show me what to do
cause i've been trying to find my way, i haven't got a clue
tell me should i stay here, or do i need to move
give me revelation, i've got nothing without you
i've got nothing without you

my life has led me down this path that's ever winding
through every twist and turn, i'm always finding
that i have lost again
tell me when this road will ever end

give me revelation, show me what to do
I'm on a huge spiritual high right now, last night I went and saw soul surfer... wow.  so many amazing spiritual displays in that movie.  As I head into the regional tournament with my baseball boys, I see my faith being tested all the time.  I love that I am now working on being a stronger daily disciplined woman of God.

Third Day -- Revelation
cause i've been trying to find my way, i haven't got a clue
tell me should i stay here, or do i need to move
give me revelation, i've got nothing without you
i've got nothing without...

i don't know where i can turn
tell me when will i learn
won't you show me where i need to go
oh..let me follow your lead
i know that it's the only way i can get back home...

give me revelation, show me what to do
cause i've been trying to find my way, i haven't got a clue
tell me should i stay here, or do i need to move
give me revelation, i've got nothing without you
i've got nothing without you
give me revelation...i've got nothing without you
i've got nothing without you...

So much going on... EXCITED

The next 8 weeks are going to be soooooo awesome!

We host Indy this week, then go to St. Joes, then Conference tournament, hopefully hosting the regional tournament after that, possibly the World Series after that, then its off to Myrtle Beach and two weeks later New Orleans!!

SUMMER PLEASE get here soon!

Abby is going to be joining me in Myrtle beach along with my wonderful Mother whom is allowing us to say free of charge with her!  It's going to be GREAT! I can not wait!!!

Trusting God takes discipline.

I read this today in an email, so true! 

Trusting God takes discipline. We don’t always feel like it. It’s not always what we want to do. It’s not natural. At times we feel overwhelmed and want to soul-scream. If we always acted on our feelings, our lives would be chaotic messes.

I read this after an awful baseball game.  A game where my team wasn't really there.  Baseball is so much like life, if you don't trust what your coaches are saying it results in a chaotic mess...and that game was.  God has great timing.  Good Friday... and realizing that I need more discipline in TRUSTING God. 

bad at this 2 blog thing!!

It's Good Friday!
HOLY buckets, Easter has come out of nowhere this year!

I love Easter.  To think that Jesus loved us so much to die for our sins, it's mind boggling. Makes me wonder if I'd die for the sins of people I don't know? hmmm...

So I'm really really bad at this two blog business!  Sorry y'all.  Check out the baseball blog to see what's going on in my SWEEEET life!

Cousins

God made us cousins, because he knew our moms couldn’t handle us as sisters.

These lil ladies are the LOVES of my life...Today I miss them.  I miss being near them, especially lil miss Alaina.  Its so easy to see why she is the "favorite".  She is a lil becky.  My grandparents say it all the time.  And the older she gets the more I see it.  She is onery, I don't have any idea where she gets that!  She stole my heart the day she was born, we just bonded and she still hold my heart.

Yes we may look strange, but no matter what we’re still cousins. 

 

 

 

We love taking silly pictures.  Because lets be serious, we are silly and never ever to serious.  We are funny and laugh so very much.  It's usually at Alaina or I, because once again, we are truly connected... she is the mini me.

 

 

 
 


 
My lil loves are the sisters I never had.  Now I know I talk a lot about Alaina...
Brooke and Em are pretty wonderful also.  Em is a bearcat!! and Brooke a tiger.  Both are beautiful, successful college students.  Em got married this summer. Yep she beat me to it, the running joke is that Alaina will beat me also...








God bless these wonderful lil loves.  I ♥ them so much and miss them!  They truly are my little sisters and the loves of my life!
 
 
 

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